in response to the response.

i never placed you "second fiddle". i never thought you weren't cool enough or whatever. in fact the times i enjoy muself most, most are in your company. its merely that my other friends are less moody. and i'm actually araid of you when you're in a bad mood. cos all you say is YOU ARE BEING NOISY. GO AWAY. YOUR HAIR LOOKS LIKE CRAP. STOP DISTURBING ME. would you stick around if you were me? and would you believe that some time ago jane and gang got angry with me because they thought they were playing second fiddle. to you. great huh.

so my point is, you were never second fiddle. when i see something funny on the streets, like a sign tied on a tree in a hdb estate that read "DO NOT BURN ON THE FLOOR", the first person i thought of telling was you. so much for second fiddle huh.

and talking about second fiddle. who's playing second fiddle to who? you refuse to believe anything i said about THAT INCIDENT. and its not even like i didnt try to explain it away. you say you dont believe anybody. search deep and ask yourself. you really don't believe anyody? before you refute, please. THINK. nevermind. i resigned myself long ago that i will never be the same kind of friend to you as she. i just accepted it. she backstabbed you and me to the high heavens and you can still trust her. i never did anything and you're so paranoid of me. wow. the power of being first fiddle.

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